Blankness

to be completely honest here, i have absolutely no idea whatsoever on what to write about. i'm very tired, very sore, and my mind has gone completely blank. the foam cow on my key chain here has for sure seen better days. he lost his ear a while ago and after yesterday he no longer has one of his horns either. this is due to him being in my pocket as i flew through the air and rolled down a hill while i was snowboarding yesterday. luckily somehow i found the horn and will put poor Elmer into surgery shortly and super glue it back on.
what happens when you are talking to someone and you completely run out of things to say, but then again you still want to talk to them? theres like this big long akward silence that you cant seem to escape but you don't want to say good-bye at the same time. just another mystery of life i suppose.
lastly, why on earth are people so negative all the time?! stop it! stop it! stop it! you are not as terrible as you think you are. it doesnt count if you are the only person who thinks all these crappy things about yourself so why can't you just accept that you're not that bad of a person. it's just so depressing all the time and i hate it when people are like that because there's no reason for it. you are never going to be happy in life if you think you're this terrible person all the time and it's not healthy to be like that. people just need to relax and accept themselves i don't understand why people complain about who they are all the time when they are the only ones saying it. if you think you are really that terrible (which you're not) then why don't you just do something about it and change whatever it is you dont like instead of just complaining about it all the time it's that simple.
ok i'm done going off on my little rampage there i'm sorry if i offended anyone it's just something that really drives me crazy and i think people need to stop because it's depressing, plain and simple, and there's truly no need for it.

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