Brain Barf

Ok, so today I think is going to be a day where I let my brain just barf on the page. In other words, I'm just going to type whatever comes to mind as I'm sitting here and see where it takes me...

Do you know what I mean when I say that some people just have that voice? (ok so the question is a bit vague but hang in with me here) I mean that voice where they talk to you, but it's imposible to actually listen to what they're saying! It's so easy to tone them out that your brain does it automatically, whether you want it to or not. And how convenient is it that the only people who tend to have these voices are teachers, parents, and those friends who have the need to tell exagerrated stories and then quiz you on every detail later? Teachers, some have this voice where no matter what they might have just said, you will have no idea what it was because all you can hear is "wuah wuah... wuah wuah wuah wuah.. wuah! MEGAN LISTEN TO ME!!!" I try to listen, I really do, but as soon as the words start coming out of their mouth, my brain can't help but to wander elsewhere.

Another thing, why to ears shut off when you need them the most? For example, we always hear when our parents complain about things, but why not when they are telling us something important? Whenever my mom is telling me something I need to do or else I'll will be in big trouble, or when she lets me know I have to be somewhere at this time, I always seem to respond some type of supposed "Ok mom, I know..." but I never remember responding to her let alone even hearing what she said. It's like my brain goes on auto pilot and my thoughts go elsewhere... kind of like now! Ok, focus... foooocus, alright I'm back! So yeah I get in trouble for it every day but yet it doesn't seem to change any. I'm hoping it will with age but who knows???

... peace out <3